im very open about my involvement in the lifestyle, my friends know and i post about it on twitter, and this blog is up there for anybody to see. But i wonder what i would do if someone from my family read this blog. id like to think that ive expressed not only my enjoyment about being part of the lifestyle but also my love for my Master which is so very obviously mutual in these posts. And that even if those reading it don't agree with what im writing, they could see how happy its making me and how it wasn't just a spur of the moment decision to submit.
i was first curious about the lifestyle in my mid teens. i read anything i could get my hands on about it and id like to think i tried to achieve a holistic understanding of the lifestyle. i wasn't active in the lifestyle until i was over 18. i found genuine people to talk to and learnt even more and became more interested.
Looking back...i took risks i shouldn't have and without the precautions i should have taken. But im glad i took the risk to meet my Master because it couldn't possibly have worked out better. im safe, im loved, im protected and cherished. And even though i doubt this is a situation my family would have liked me to be in, i think they would be happy that im happy and in no danger of being hurt (well....hurt in a bad way *grins*)
I know this is not the usual style of post but its something ive been musing over this for a couple of weeks now and wanted to put my thoughts down in writing.
respectfully,
girl
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This is the sort of brief insight into the writer's mind that blogs are for :) The fact that you're so happy and open with your lifestyle is one of the reasons everything you write translates so well; you're not afraid to speak your mind.
ReplyDeleteAlso, you say "I know this is not the usual style of post" a lot :P